I used to run away from any adversity and return to home base, but I’m trying to refrain from my comfort zone and really face my challenges. Although it can immediately make me feel better, my problems will not disappear and would probably add onto my karmic debt, encircling the same routine. I think I need to truly experience the hardships to be able to appreciate everything that I ever had and will have in the future as well as paying dues for mistakes left behind. When times are tough, we are forced to either have faith and faith only, or to just lose our minds. It’s entirely up to us to strengthen and renew our souls or to just become jaded. I’ve learned to uplift myself onto a higher level of belief and inner knowing, but I’m not perfect and I have my moments where I’m easily distracted. It can shift my thoughts into a lower level which also pulls my mood down along with it, but these are the times that I just need to remind myself of why I’m here and where I’m headed.

So change of plans… accept now, avoid setbacks, and patiently wait for the outcome.