“A narrow mind is a very weak mind. It doesn’t have the strength to grow and expand.”
“Problems become messages from your soul and problem solving becomes simply “living”.”
testing.. 1, 2, 3. Is this thing on? LOL. I hope so, because I’m a little turned off by Facebook at the moment. I was a longtime FB hoar though, so let’s see how long that lasts. So, Tumblr, I’m back. Show me what you’ve got. 3, 2, 1… stARTing now ;)

testing.. 1, 2, 3.

Is this thing on? LOL. I hope so, because I’m a little turned off by Facebook at the moment. I was a longtime FB hoar though, so let’s see how long that lasts. So, Tumblr, I’m back. Show me what you’ve got. 3, 2, 1… stARTing now ;)

unheard. I think it’s my fault that I don’t really have anyone to talk to when I’m going through something difficult. I had a best friend in high school that I put my full trust in, but she just betrayed me so hard and let me go like a bad habit. Since then I never allowed myself to confide in others, and so when I face a certain situation that I can’t seem to fathom, I feel stuck. Does somebody have any suggestions that I could do to undo this mental knot? I’ve come to the realization that things are tangled up really bad because I can’t even speak a word of my problems to anyone, and sometimes I just want a second opinion.

unheard.

I think it’s my fault that I don’t really have anyone to talk to when I’m going through something difficult. I had a best friend in high school that I put my full trust in, but she just betrayed me so hard and let me go like a bad habit. Since then I never allowed myself to confide in others, and so when I face a certain situation that I can’t seem to fathom, I feel stuck. Does somebody have any suggestions that I could do to undo this mental knot? I’ve come to the realization that things are tangled up really bad because I can’t even speak a word of my problems to anyone, and sometimes I just want a second opinion.

homesick. Last night I had a dream of my parents, my mom was standing right outside my work place and my dad was waiting in the car. It felt so nice to just be with them. I need to make a trip back home soon before I go crazy lol.

homesick.

Last night I had a dream of my parents, my mom was standing right outside my work place and my dad was waiting in the car. It felt so nice to just be with them. I need to make a trip back home soon before I go crazy lol.

vividmotive asked: aw booboo! i wish you were here for christmas, when do you think the next time you'll be in town? i wanna visit you whenever your situated and all that! lol but if you need help with anythang just let me know :) aka with your parents gifts or whatevaa haha miss you much! LOL awww lan that is toooo sweet! i love you for being so thoughtful! i truly appreciate the offer, but i think i will just send them money and they can do whatever they want with it haha.  i’m not sure when i’ll be in town because i am going through all these jobs and interviews. i start a new job on monday and i even have a 2nd interview for another job. so i don’t know what my days off will be like and i’d need to save some money. hopefully soon tiff and i will get our own place and you should come visit once we do!  i miss you soooo much too! love ya! ;D

vividmotive asked: aw booboo! i wish you were here for christmas, when do you think the next time you'll be in town? i wanna visit you whenever your situated and all that! lol but if you need help with anythang just let me know :) aka with your parents gifts or whatevaa haha miss you much!

LOL awww lan that is toooo sweet! i love you for being so thoughtful! i truly appreciate the offer, but i think i will just send them money and they can do whatever they want with it haha. 

i’m not sure when i’ll be in town because i am going through all these jobs and interviews. i start a new job on monday and i even have a 2nd interview for another job. so i don’t know what my days off will be like and i’d need to save some money. hopefully soon tiff and i will get our own place and you should come visit once we do! 

i miss you soooo much too! love ya! ;D

i feel like shat. I won’t get to be home for Christmas. Instead, I’m stuck in a city that I’m just barely adjusting to! On top of it, I don’t know what to get my parents for Christmas. The things that I would want to get for them are too expensive because I have to accommodate my spending on bills and other gifts. Plus, my parents are picky so they tell me not to get them anything lol. I believe my parents deserve the world and I’m so lucky to be their daughter, but it sucks that I can’t give them everything right now.  I guess it’s just the Samsung Captivate for my mom, and for my dad, still looking. I’m thinking of getting him a GPS. But I’m still debating whether I should get him that for Christmas or for his birthday, since it’s less than three months away. My dad is SO not easy to buy things for because he’s very practical and not materialistic at all haha. Anyway, I’m just complaining ;X

i feel like shat.

I won’t get to be home for Christmas. Instead, I’m stuck in a city that I’m just barely adjusting to! On top of it, I don’t know what to get my parents for Christmas. The things that I would want to get for them are too expensive because I have to accommodate my spending on bills and other gifts. Plus, my parents are picky so they tell me not to get them anything lol. I believe my parents deserve the world and I’m so lucky to be their daughter, but it sucks that I can’t give them everything right now. 

I guess it’s just the Samsung Captivate for my mom, and for my dad, still looking. I’m thinking of getting him a GPS. But I’m still debating whether I should get him that for Christmas or for his birthday, since it’s less than three months away. My dad is SO not easy to buy things for because he’s very practical and not materialistic at all haha.

Anyway, I’m just complaining ;X

in between dreams. I can’t recall who’s album or song title I saw this from, but I thought it was pretty clever. I thought by now I’d established a career a long time ago, but I realized that my mind was just implanted with the societal seed and its expectations. I’m not deliberately being unconventional, I just am and I should accept it. I’m not in between jobs, I’m in between dreams. Me and my “aha” moments ;P

in between dreams.

I can’t recall who’s album or song title I saw this from, but I thought it was pretty clever. I thought by now I’d established a career a long time ago, but I realized that my mind was just implanted with the societal seed and its expectations. I’m not deliberately being unconventional, I just am and I should accept it. I’m not in between jobs, I’m in between dreams.

Me and my “aha” moments ;P

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